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Post by laker justin parker on Sept 1, 2011 12:56:17 GMT -5
LAKER JUSTIN PARKER !
Laker Justin Parker (but you can call himLake) is a seventeen year old male from California, Florida.
appearance !
I am an average height of 6 ft and I have what you'd call light brown hair. Depending on how much time I spend in the sun, my hair can wash a dark blonde but normally I don't venture into the sun often. I prefer spending my time inside with Anthony... oh before he died. I have green blue eyes depending on how the light catches it. The whole thing about mood changing eye color is bullshit. I never seen my color changing with my mood at all.
I am caucasian born and the weight is dropping off me with the illness I have. I normally have dark circles under my eyes and I'm paler and paler as the time goes by. My clothing is often seen as either hippie or gothic. Depending on my mood I can be wearing darker or lighter clothes. I can basically get away with wearing anything. I like the idea of standing out so I like my red bandana when I feel the need to stand out. I'm always cold so I always wear a bomber jacket that Anthony once gave me.
I'm a gay male and not afraid to show it so along with the jacket I always wear the rainbow wrist band. I like denims and often wear them. I don't like going to the beach so the only shorts I own are the ones I wear around the house really. I sleep naked so there's really no need to own a pair of PJs as far as I'm concerned. Only problem is that now I moved in with my parents I have to wear some shorts to bed and thus I own them. The other thing I will never take off is a dog tag that Anthony owned.
It has his date of birth and his name engraved on it. These things, I will never allow anyone to remove from me. I'll keep him close to my heart in this way.
personality !
I love boys but mom and dad don't really like me saying that so I have to shut my mouth around them which is really annoying. I enjoy reading. Me and Ants used to sit reading for hours to one another from books we were making our way through. I like my bed. God sleeping is so much fun especially when you happen to fall asleep in your lover's arms. I like cocaine. The feeling you get when you take the drug is unbelievable. Yes, I'm an addict and maybe that's why I got ill but I don't care.
Like Anthony said. Life is for living and I'm living for him now. I enjoy old movies. You know, Like Casablanca, Gone with the wind and fiddler on the roof. Nothing beats cuddling on the couch with a good movie and a bowl of popcorn.Bubble baths are the best for those aching muscles after a rowdy night of sex. It also is the best cure for depression. Just try it yourself.
I hate my parents. They scolded me for being who I am and who I am is a gay man in love. I hate my illness. It took Anthony away from me. Sure, he'd given it to me but I don't care. I love him and I always will. I hate homophobes. They can all go to hell. I hate religion. They're all homophobic and have you noticed how hypocritical the whole concept can be? Oh we're all God's children... except the gay people cause they were born to go down to hell and burn.
I hate pretentious people. You wanna pretend to be super..? Try pretending to be yourself. It takes much less effort... unless... you don't know who you are.I hate the sun. Only because I think only pretentious people enjoy going into the sun and roasting there.
I know you want three hopes. I know you'd expect me to say three amazing things but... the truth is... I only have three hopes that are important to me. I hope... I die in my sleep and that it's painless and lastly, I hope I die in the arms of someone that loves me like Anthony did. That's all I can tell you on the hope department. Other then that...
I fear my father's fist but I guess I shouldn't. After he found out that I had Aids he's frightened of touching me... That leads me onto my second fear. That no one will ever want to touch me again because of what I have. I fear that look in people's eyes when they find out I'm going to die. That look that tells me they feel sorry for me. No one needs to feel sorry for me. I actually know who I am. I know what I want and I know what I had. How bout you?
Talents? Uh... I guess... I'm a good listener... wait, not a talent right? Oh! I know. I'm good at convincing people of stuff. I have a good wit and I think I'm smart to know my way around a conversation.
I'm a patient cause I need to be around a hospital with my illness. I have been diagnosed with AIDS. My folks keep saying it's because I'm gay but you know what? I think it's because I'm just unlucky. Some people in life are just unlucky. Some aren't. I'm the type of guy that hopes for the best and expects the worst. I live my life on a whim and I don't fear much in terms of death anymore so I live my life to the full. I take chances, take risks and I'm not afraid to fall. How many people can say that about their lives?
background !
Mom's never really been on my side ya know. Being an thirty eight year old art critic she was the first to scold me for leaving when I was only fifteen years of age and apparently putting her through hell. Dad said the day that I told him I was gay and in love with a nineteen year old man that I was not his son but what would you expect from a forty one year old Gymnasium owner. And what would you expect from a young boy who'd been faced with the firm bodies of young men working out at his father's Gym for all of his childhood?
Maybe they should look at the childhood of their only child and ask themselves the question: Is it really his fault that he turned out gay? They wonder why I am the way I am. After school where was it where I went to do my homework? Parker's Gymnasium : Bodyworks and what was there to see? Too much distraction, that's what there was to see. I never once had a girl come up to me and kiss me but I had a boy do that. The day I met Anthony was practically the turning point in my life.
He'd just moved to CA and had started working out at Bodyworks but he wasn't there to just work out. I'd been watching him every evening when he'd come in around six pm. I watched him walk up to a guy, whisper something in their ear and off they went to the back room. God only knew how much I wanted to be one of those men but I was just a kid. A fifteen year old kid with nothing to enchant him with. One day I took my chances and went up to him while he was on the circutes.
I gathered my courage and asked him what he said to the men to make them go in the back. He leaned in and whispered to me 'Let me show you instead.' And I was hooked. Little did I know that I was also infected. He didn't know either so it wasn't entirely his fault. We spent weeks hiding our secret and growing relationship before dad found that I was not in my bed in the all american picket fence house that we owned one evening. I was out with him, having snuck out when I was sure they went to bed.
I Ran away from home when he confronted me and ran straight to Ants waiting arms. The police was informed and they made Anthony out to be a criminal. It was terrible and it actually caused us to have to move. But Anthony got ill and eventually he died after three glorious years spent at his side. The cops found me and sent me packing back home. Mom had me tested recently and guess what? I might be joining my beloved Ants shortly which is why we had to move nearer to Mariposa hospital. I'm on medication and the hospital is close so I guess I'm okay. Only me and mom though cause Dad's Gym is more important then his gay son.
you !
hey, my name's Grim, i'm a twenty six year old Female. i've been rping for Seven years so that makes me semi-literate. my other characters are None
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